zikki4eva

OHHHHHHHHHZ MY GOODNESS! Drop Dead Diva is amazzzzzzzzzing!!!! I love Brooke Elliott and she is awesome! Really, if you haven't seen the premier, GO WATCH IT.

Jane and Fred BETTER get together because not only do I love him as an actor, but they're SO CUTE!!!!

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Marissa Jaret Winokur was recently on US Weekly's "Fashion Police". And she won the "Citizen's Arrest"! LMAO!!!! I though she looked REALLY cute, but w/e. Hollywood is a bitch.

Being selfish again and feeling unwanted. It happens every few months, but it's worse this summer. My younger cousin seems like she's older than me. Not just by looks, but by actions. My friends all love camp and outdoors, but I'm a city girl. They are all in band and I'm in choir. They watch certain shows and I watch certain shows. Sure, we have fun all the time, but it'd be nice to be included in something that isn't an inside joke or quote from camp.

My other friends ignore me sometimes. Or they're just not as close as they used to be. We don't talk anymore. There's an occasional hi from here and there, but never a real good conversation. Where has all the fun gone? Have I lost faith? Have people lost faith in me?

My brothers are older and I barely see them. My nephew is talking in sentences and growing more and more everday. My ittle cousins don't look up to me as much as they used to.

Life has changed. And I'm not sure it's for the best.

She wasn't able to sleep. She hasn't been for about 4 days now. The images that she put through her head of the ambulence and the thought that he could have been blown up...horrific. When she finally came to a decision, she grabbed her keys and shoes and walked out the door to her car in her pajamas and a jacket. She doesn't know how she manages to get there. She was in a daze the whole time, she's surprised she didn't crash. The thoughts on her mind were always the same. Him. She had always loved him, yes, but yelling for him and him not responding...it made her realize how MUCH she loved him. How much she wanted to hold him. How much she wanted to take his fears away, kiss him, fuck him. Just...how much.

She finally snapped out of her thoughts as she stared at the closed apartment door. She found his key and slid it into the lock before carefully opening the door and closing it and locking it. He might have been one of the best FBI Agents, but he slept like a rock. Clooney strode up to her and wagged his tail at her. She acknowledged the dog for a few moments before telling him to go lay down. She took off her jacket and shoes and put her keys on the counter. She looked towards the bedroom and quietly walked in.

There he was. Sound asleep with a wife beater and boxers on, on top of the covers. She smiled and crawled onto the bed next to him. She pressed herself against his muscled back and wrapped her arm around his middle. She felt him grab her hand and heard him mutter, "Baby girl," before falling back asleep.

Her heart warmed and she finally, relaxed and fell asleep.

End.

I'm starting to write Will & Grace stories (they're mainly about Jack and Karen) and I wonder if I posted them here, would anyone read them?

Hey loves. I'm bored out of my mind. Which makes no sense because there's always something to do on the the computer. Well, not today. I've watched music videos, read fanfiction, talked on fanforum, checked LJ...EVERYTHING I can think of! SOMEONE GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO.

Where, oh where is Thomas, where has Thomas gone?
Perhaps he's playing hide and seek, or something's really wrong.
Sir Topham Hatt has spoken "Thomas must be found,"
So everyone is searching every inch of Sodor ground.

I've memorized that. It's sad.

My favorites are Billie Jean, Thriller, Beat It, and The Way You Make Me Feel.

Farrah Fawcett has died this morning from her breast cancer.


Michael Jackson died this afternoon about an hour and a half ago from a heart attack.

May these two rest in peace.

I love my cousin Adrianna. She is soooo cute and hilarious. Adrian is only 8 years old and her birthday is in December. I'm the first granddaughter on my Dad's side and then Kellyn and Adrian. (So, there are 5 boys and 3 girls.) Anyway, Kellyn wasn't at my Nonno and Nonna's house for Father's Day today, so it was just me, my brothers, Adrian, Henri (the 5th boy-3 years old), and my Aunt's, Uncles, etc. My Nintendo DS (yes, I have one and I love it), died sometime when I was playing Sims2 (THANK GOD I SAVE IT), so I watched Adrian play her Fashion Dog game. There's this cool thing on the game where you can color on the dog's clothes and she was doodling and making a smiley face, but she was coloring out of the lines. So, I made a comment and said, "You need to go back to 2nd Grade!" and she looks at me and says, "I AM in 2nd grade!!!" I just completely lost it. I was laughing so hard that I was crying. LMAO.

Anyway, I totally love Adrianna like a little sister that I never had.

"How is she? Is she gonna be ok? Can I see her?" Zac kept asking the doctor.

"She is going to be fine. She just had a broken leg with a few scratches and a piece of glass cut her forehead. No worries. You may see her now."

Zac ran as best as he could with Grace in his arms to Nikki's room.

"Gracie..." Nikki said and reached out for her daughter.

Zac handed Grace to Nikki and looked down to the floor, shuffling his feet.

"It's ok, Zac." She said without looking at him.

"W-what?" He asked, stunned.

"You were scared and took off. I understand. But like I said before, you have no obligation to Gracie."

"No obligation? I'm her father for God sakes, Nikki! I should have been there for everything! Then my stupidity and fear got in the way and now you're in the hospital! Why are you being so calm?! You need to yell at me! Tell me that I'm stupid and you never wanna see me again! Please! Just show more emotion than understanding, Nik!"

She shook her head and looked down at the sleeping little girl in her arms. "It's too late for that."

Zac chocked on a sob and wiped his tears away. "C-can I say goodbye to her?"

Nikki handed Grace to Zac and he let more tears run freely. "Hi Gracie. I love you. I'm sorry I wasn't there to see you be born and grow into a beautiful girl that you are. Mommy and I aren't exactly on good terms right now, but I hope one day, I'll be able to see you everyday and night. Your mommy doesn't know it, yet, but I love her to death. I'm really sorry for everything. Night sweetie." He kissed her nose and gave her back to Nikki.

They were both crying and Zac said, "I guess I'll go. Ummm...I just wanted to let you know, I'm sorry. I know it's not enough, but it's all I can offer right now."

He began walking away when she said, "Wait."

He watched as she put Grace on the bed and grabbed for her crutches. She walked up to him and said, "Look, you weren't there for one of the most important days of both of our lives. Your own daughter's birth."

He looked down to the ground, "But I-" She silenced him by putting a finger to his lips.

"But just because you missed her birth, doesn't mean you have to miss out on everything else."

He looked back up at her. "What are you saying?"

"Zac, what you did tonight, saving me and saving your daughter, it was really brave. When you were talking to me, when I was unconcious, I could partially hear you. I know you were coming to my house to explain. That's why I said earlier that I understand. I understand how sorry you are and I forgive you for that. So, if you don't screw up again and shit out on me, then I'm willing to have you back in my life. In our daughter's life."

"R-really?" He grinned.

"Definately."

He hugged her, but quickly let go after she said, "Ow."

"Did I hurt you? I'm so sorry!"

"Zac," she laughed. "It's ok. I'm just a little sore and the morphine is wearing off. I'm fine."

"Ok." He sighed.

He helped her back into bed and grabbed Grace again. Nikki drifted off to sleep and Zac sat down in a chair staring at Grace. Soon, exhaustion took over him and he also fell asleep with Grace on his shoulder.

Karen walked in and smiled. "Finally, things will be ok." She thought.

~*~*~

5 years later...

"Daddy!!!" 6 year old Grace jumped into the arms of her father after not seeing him for almost 2 months.

"You've gotten so big, Codie!! Where's your mommy?"

"I'm in here!" She called from the kitchen.

Zac and Nikki decided to call Grace Codie since the day after the accident. They felt they would only use her first name when she was in trouble, or if there was a serious situation. Zac walked into the kitchen and saw his beautiful wife holding his 2 year old son.

"Hello, baby." She said and put Jackson down to play with Codie.

Zac walked up to her and kissed her passionately. "I missed you so much. I'm so glad filming is done."

"Me too. And the kids can't wait to go on promotion with you. They're so excited." She beamed up at him.

"Are they excited? Or are you excited?" He raised his eyebrow.

"Let's just say, I'm being excited...FOR them."

He laughed and then kissed her again.

"Hey Codie! Jackson! How about we go out to eat?!"

The End.

A/N: I don't know...dumb ending. please comment right down there...where it says "comment"...do it. I know you want to. Leave me some lovin'. =D

Zac was an idiot. He did the stupidest thing he had ever done in his entire life; he gave up his true love and his daughter. He had stopped by Nikki's new apartment and noticed she wasn't home. He sat there for about an hour before he finally drove off. He couldn't see the road very well because of the rain and the tears in his eyes. He took a turn too fast and hit smack into another car. The windows on his car had broken and some glass hit his face, but other than a hurt ankle he was fine. He got out of the car and took off for the other driver. 

"No..." He said as he recognized the blue car. "No! No! NO!" 

He ran, despite his throbbing ankle and looked inside the window.

"NIKKI!" He shouted. 

She had come to at the cries of a baby's scream. She turned around to see Grace yelling. She didn't seemed to be hurt, but Nikki had sharp pains running through her leg and head.

"Hold on, Gracie."

"NIKKI!" She looked out the window and saw Zac pleading and yelling, "Open the door!"

She unlocked the doors and said, "Get Grace."

Without hesitation, he went for the backseat and unbuckled Grace from her carseat. The little girl had calmed down in his arms and he tried his best to keep her from getting wet. He walked back up to Nikki who seemed to have gone unconcious. 

"Nikki! Wake up! Please, Nikki, wake up!!!!!" He kept shouting. He balanced Grace and opened the door of the driver's side and unbuckled Nikki. He slowly pulled her out of the seat and layed her on the ground. As soon as he did that, the car started on fire. He jumped back and carefully dragged her towards the sidewalk. There was blood getting washed away from her head and her leg with all the rain. He finally heard some sirens and said, "It's ok, baby. You're gonna be ok."


 

( chapter 3- final chapter here )

"Zac, I'm pregnant."

"Holy shit!" Were the first words that went through his mind. "But-but Nik, we, only..."

"Once. I know. I'm blaming Elijah because he made us go out for drinks. Anyway, I just thought I'd let you know."

"You mean, you've never been with anyone else?" He asked.

"Well, once...in highschool."

"So it's officially mine..." It was more of a statement rather than a question.

"Yes." She sighed. "And I'll just have you know, you don't have to take any responsibilty. I know you have a busy life and career and a girlfriend, so, I'm ok with being a single mother."

"Nik, no. I'm completely supporting you. I wanna be there through all of this. I don't care about my career or Zanessa right now. I'm the father of our child and I want to help."

She didn't realise she was crying. "Really?"

"Definately." He smiled.

That was the plan at least. About 6 months into it, he'd forgotten that promise. He saw Nikki sleeping on the couch with her tummy growing bigger and bigger everyday from the life that they created and he snapped.

"I can't do this, Nikki. I'm only 22. I'm not ready to be a husband or father or anything. I have my own life, and I just started to live it. I'm sorry."

As she read the note he left, she sobbed for days. He had left her with money and custody aggreements. Nikki's daughter was born on December 4th, 2 1/2 months later. Zac wasn't there like he said he would be. When Nikki's mom called him to tell him that he was a father, she found his number had been changed and he had moved. She even called Vanessa and she didn't know where he was. It's like he had just disappeared.

Nikki named her daughter Grace Codie Blonsky-Efron. Grace looked exactly like Zac. Blue eyes, sandy blonde hair, little nose and mouth. But her expressions, were all Nikki. The way she scrunched up her nose when she giggled and the sparkle in her eyes when she was happy. Grace was now 8 months old and was just learning how to walk. She was a very petite baby and weighed like a feather. Zac's mom said Zac was the same exact way.

Nikki was driving home on a Friday night with Grace in the backseat. It was slightly raining and the roads were slippery. She didn't see the other car as it turned the corner and they hit head on. She was disoriented for a few minutes and then she heard a baby's cry.

I know I promised some MG stories since I came back, but I've been crazy busy so far this summer. I'll try to post more often, but I can't keep my promise. 0_o

Sorrrrrrrry!

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Laina

Definately the 50's and 60's. I sooo wish I could have lived in those days. Or even the 30's with all the "Flappers". lol

"So, congrats. You're engaged." She almost sounded serious.

"Oh, shut up." He sounded frustrated.

"I'm just teasing you. I think it's cute." She giggled. "How's the Hollywood Couple, anyway?"

"Nik..." He warned.

"Zac, it's just a question. I really wanna know what's going on. I can't get to the computer, you know, in my condition. I'm on friggin' bed rest!"

"Ok. I'm sorry." He quickly apologized. He didn't want to upset her. "We went out last night. A few pics were taken, but nothing big."
He paused after a second and then continued slowly, like he was thinking. "One of the paps asked about you, Nik."

There was a long silence. They just listened to eachother's breather for a few moments. "What'd you say?" She had asked.

"Well, Vanessa smiled. Like she was happy to hear your name again. She kinda misses you... I-um-"

"Just spit it out, Zac."

"I told them that...I loved you and that I missed you."

Another silence.

"You're crying aren't you...?" He asked.

"...no." She sobbed.

"Nikki...I didn't mean to make you cry. I was just telling the- I LOVE YOU, NIKKI!" Vanessa's voice broke in from the phone and Nikki's sob turned into a laugh.

"Tell Ness I love her, too."

She heard mumbled voices and then Vanessa was on the phone.

"How are you feeling, Mama?" She asked.

"Better than yesterday. I'm on medicine now."

"Ohhhh, interesting. How's the fam?"

"They're ok. You're in a weird mood? What gives?"

"Nothing. We're just in the car. I had some soda and I'm a little hyper."

"I told him you got hyper on soda. He's gonna be in trouble when I see him." She mumbled.

Nikki then heard, "Ohhh! Nikki's gonna punish youuuu!"

"What?! Give me the phone!"

Nikki giggled and reached to her night stand for her smoothie.

"Why are you gonna hurt me?" Zac asked.

"Who said anything about being hurt, Zac?" 

"Nik, think about it. Look at you, and think about sex."

"Hmm...yeah...there is an issue with that, isn't there?"

"Just a little."

Zac heard some muffled sounds and then Nikki going, "Owww."

"What's wrong?" He panicked, thinking the worst.

"Umm...nothing...just...some pains."

"Are they hurting you that bad?"

"They keep me up all night, if that's what you mean."

"I'm sorry, Nikki."

"It's ok. It's not your...well, actually. It is your fault."

He groaned, "Don't remind me, Nikki. I'm grounded forever, and I don't even live at home anymore!"

"Pssh...you're grounded? I haven't seen daylight!"

"Anyway, do you hear that?"

"Hear what?" She asked. "I hear knocking on my bedroom door. Come in!"

And then she squealed.

"Mama!!!!" Vanessa exclaimed and jumped on the bed next to Nikki.

"What are you guys doing here?!" She asked and kissed Vanessa sweetly on the mouth.

"We wanted to surprise you. You are, after all, 9 months pregnant. It's my fault, and we wanted to be here for the birth."

He kissed her deeply and said, "I love you."

"I love you, too, baby." She then smacked him. "So, you waited 9 months to visit me! My poor mother had to go through all this pain of me being preggo while you 2 went to the beach!" She smacked him again. "And hell yeah you better have been here for the birth! You're the freakin' father!"

"I'm sooooo sorry, Nik. Really, I am. But with the movie promotion and everything that's going down, I couldn't get to you. I'm so sorry."

She smiled and kissed him again. "I understand, babes. Now, outta my way, I gotta pee."

She started rocking back and forth and with the help of Zac and Vanessa, she finally sat up and waddled to the door. A few minutes later, she came back out of the bathroom and waddled back to the bed.

"It must be hard walking with those three. I can't imagine with your smallness." Vanessa stated with sympathy.

"I'm used to it, love. Now I just can't wait to get them out!" She pouted.

They helped her lay back down on the bed and they both cuddled up to her. Zac put his hand on her stomach and talked to his three little ones while Vanessa kissed Nikki's neck soothingly.

"What is going on in here?" Joey asked from the doorway.

"Hey, Joe!" Zac waved.

"Hey, little B." Vanessa smiled at him.

"Get out!" Nikki yelled.

"Ok, ok. Geeze, Nik." He said and with one little wave to Zac and V, he left.

Karen walked in with a basket of folded laundry and put it down by the bed.

"Mommy, I want some ice cream." Nikki pouted.

"Hi Zac and Nessa. No Nikki. It's time for your nap. The triplets have kept you up for 3 nights now. You need to rest."

"But Ma-"

"Now." She scolded. "I'm sure Zac and Vanessa wouldn't mind sleeping, also. They had a long trip."

They both nodded while Nikki sniffled. Karen just rolled her eyes at Nikki's emotions. "Anyway, you guys are free to use the guest room. There are two seperate beds in there." With that, she walked out of the room.

"I'll take the guest room. Zac, why don't you stay in here with her?" Vanessa suggested and got off the bed.

"Thanks Nessa." He smiled at her.

Vanessa kissed him and then kissed Nikki. "Love you guys." She said and then closed the bedroom door.

Zac cuddled even more into Nikki's back and kept rubbing her tummy.

"Night, Zaccy."

"Night, Nik."

~*~

Zac wasn't sure what woke him up. All he knows is that when he woke up, the bed was soaking wet and Nikki was breathing deeply.

"Nikki?" He yawned. "What's wrong?"

"My...water broke." She said.

"WHAT!? WHEN?!"

"Like...5 minutes ago."

"Why didn't you wake me?" He jumped off the bed and put his shoes on and grabbed her ready bag.

"You were sleeping. I didn't want you to worry."

"WORRY?! You're in labor!!" He ran to the door and opened it. "KAREN! NIKKI'S WATER BROKE!" He yelled.

Karen, Carl, Joey, and Vanessa all ran to Nikki's room within a second.

"I got the ready bag." Zac said.

"We'll get Nikki." Joey and Carl said.

"I got the car." Karen said.

"And I got the doctor on the phone!" Vanessa said.

The next 12 hours were a blur for all of them. Nikki had finally gotten an epidural and the next thing they knew, she was pushing. Zac was the father of 2 beautiful girls and 1 boy, Vanessa was the God-Mother and Joey was the God-Father, Karen and Carl were happy grandparents and Nikki was a proud mother.

"What are their names?" Vanessa asked as she held one of the girls.

Nikki smiled at Zac and he nodded his head. "This here," she held up the baby boy, "this is Carlos David."

"This," Zac held up one of the girls, "is Trinity Amber."

Nikki handed Carlos to Karen and Vanessa handed Nikki the little girl. "And we decided that she would be Rhiannon Bridget."

"Such beautiful names." Karen sighed and bounced Carlos.

"Why Trinity?" Vanessa asked and took Rhiannon from Nikki.

"Trinity was the hardest to get out and she gave me the most trouble. She was the third one and the smallest, so we thought it fit best." Nikki explained.

Trinity had blue eyes and light blonde hair, Rhiannon had brown eyes and coal black hair, and Carlos had blue eyes and brown hair.

"They are a perfect match to you both." Karen said.

Zac bent over and kissed Nikki deeply. "Just pefect."

The end

A/N: PLEASE R&R!!!